spider solitare really makes you think. its become my favourite thing to do when i've got nothing else better to do or when i get irritated with my math questions. so i play spider solitare, medium difficulty, and try to arrange the collected decks in alternating red and black. its not as easy as you think. there are a million and one possiblities. and one wrong move may mean the end of the game. and trust me. you'd press the F2 key ALOT.
mhmm. this blog layout is boring. i need some colour in it. heehee.
anyway. todays a really slack day. i've only got applic homework. oh my duck. the tests today were so bad! calculus was first period, and boy was my brain NOT unfunctioning. i spent the first 10 mins staring at the 6 or 7 pages (cant really rmb) of the booklet and i just couldnt think of how to do the qns. damn. and its calculus! wth. its the only good subject i have. ): then after recess in period 3 it was econs. haha. what a laugh. i planned the essay so that it'd look like i didnt have time to finish it but guess what, i really had more points in the end to write about and i didnt have time. what an irony. i mean, it was bad enough that i didnt have any of my research to refer to, (we were given the question ahead so that we can do research) and i couldnt remember anything. i tell you, i do not work well under pressure unless i know my work really well. which i obviously didnt. i rmb last night i was panicking because i didnt have any thing to write on (the qn was describe and account for inflationary trends in aust in 2005) and the internet time was over (it was past 8) so i was really desperate. i smsed joel tan to ask him since he's done econs in jc before BUT he wasnt any help (its not your fault joel, you dont know whats happning in the OZ economy anyway), and flic called and i told her my dilemma and she got alvin to help me (he helped me for my first econs test, which without him i think i wouldnt have passed) but it still wasnt any help cos his information was just theories and really outdated information. NOT 2005. so i gave up. shucks. i dont have good feelings about these tests. i seriously think i wont pass my econs at all, (i only had like intro, measuring inflation, and 3 pts!) and i'm not going to get past 60% for calc. gahhhhhh. worst nightmare ever.
but at least thank God for my chemistry test. see how fast the teachers mark here? we just had the test yesterday and its returned already. and i did quite well compared to my fail on the in class check. and i was really satisfied with myself. but its not my glory but God's. i guess whats been shouting out at me lately is that you know, if God sent you here, and you're given the chance to study here, do your best, because thats what God wants out of you, thats all he's asking from you. or at least i think thats whats he's planning anyway. its all in the plan. so, i'm putting my best foot forward. be it studies or in relationships. i'm just going to let him handle everything and i will stick to his plan.
yeah. i guess thats all i have now. its interschool swimming tmr. and its compulsory to go! shoots. why oh whyy.. but at least it'll be quite cool. though i reckon its more exciting actually participating in the races itself. and gahh! i'm missing xfyre (youth svc) for it. i dont really wanna skip xfyre. ): but i guess i dont really have a choice. ah well. its the weekend again! cool. which reminds me. NOT FAIR. i'm missing the j1 retreat thing this weekend. ): this is horrible. but ah well. you guys have fun bonding yeah! oii you(you know who you are)! dont be a spoilsport. hehheh. if you actually stop thinking about how much you dont like them, and actually get down and be their friend, maybe it wont be so hard for you and it might actually work out! and even if they treat you like an evil thing, and they dont want to hang out with you, its okay! you have other people who you are close to. and then its not your fault after that as well! just try. yea? (:
a shout of praise.
7:09 PM
